I Want to Melt

Finally this fun-filled-exam-packed-project-deadline-jammed week is over! :) Off to bed I go.



Something I'm working on.

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In This World of Strangers, There are Sorrows

Oh

I FOUND MY MATH TEXT BOOK BITCHES.


Time for a celebratory drink!

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Mystery of the Missing Textbook

Where art thou, my Textbook of Mathematical Magic?
Unfortunately, I am afraid to inform you that I do not miss you so,
but only grieve your absence
for the looming $50 fee I must inevitably pay
to replace your lost ass.

Anyways, enough of nerddom.
I got so much work done today!
Study for Psych test,
Study for Lit test,
Japanese Project!
I did a lot while listening to The Kills. Yeayuhh. :)

Man, my desk is such a mess, my room is tiny, and I have no space for all my art stuff. I need a job. QQ! QQ! QQ! Bahahaha.

Back to work for me!


I remember physics... Good ol' times. :D

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Ninja

Yay I figured out how to post my buddy the Ninja who is head of the music department here.... Man I'm lame. But I hope you enjoy a few of my favorite songs :D I'm going to go do homework then find a gas mask so I won't catch the cold that everybody living in my house has acquired... -__-



Calm calm calm... Feel the Zen... Center your chi.... Sigh. Stressing out at the end of the month, aiya indeed.

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Inbetween Places

Yawn, rather uneventful, chillaxed day with Alison for the afternoon.
Then just sitting in front of the laptop talking about chatting about random shite :P

Anyways, I should go to bed early, my skin is a lot less blemished this weekend because I've been getting enough sleep. Hurrah!



Hoohah! Work in progress...!

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Hands Full. Hands Empty.

I want to fill each minute to the brim so I don't have time to think.

Je vous permettrez jouer avec ma tête

Rage! by Chromeo.

You always told me you wanted something more,
I couldn't give you what you were looking for.
Is that a reason to stab me in the back?
Now tell me baby what you think about that.

Is it revenge? Is it a sin?
Is that the way you treat your mother-fucking friend?
I'm just saying, I do no wrong,
I just felt like writing this song.

Rage! You got me in a state of rage.
I've been acting kind of strange!
I don't know how to behave.
Rage! You got me in a state of rage.
I've been acting kind of strange!
I don't know how to behave.

You say you're sorry, you say that you still care,
Deep down you're mad, you think I did my share.
If so, we're fair, you put the blame on me,
You made a mistake, now surely can't you see?

Are you just selfish, or do you wanna be free?
You have your ways and I can't tell you how to be.
You have your morals, and you know what's right from wrong,
I just hope you hear the lyrics to this song.

Rage! You got me in a state of rage.
I've been acting kind of strange!
I don't know how to behave.
Rage! You got me in a state of rage.
I've been acting kind of strange!
I don't know how to behave.

Is it you, is it me? Is it worth the agony?
What do I do when I wake up but face reality?
Another friend, tell me when this is gonna end,
I can't go through another day thinking that we could fade away.

You always told me you wanted something more,
I couldn't give you what you were looking for.
Is that a reason to stab me in the back?
Now tell me baby what you think about that.

Is it revenge? Is it a sin?
Is that the way you treat your mother-fucking friend?
I'm just saying, I do no wrong,
I just felt like writing this song.

Rage! You got me in a state of rage.
I've been acting kind of strange!
I don't know how to behave.
Rage! You got me in a state of rage.
I've been acting kind of strange!
I don't know how to behave.

That's exactly how I feel.



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Haywire Adventure

Today went rather well! Even though we didn't get to go to one store we REALLY wanted to (and waste a good half hour waiting for the bus - and considering out options) Anyways, we plan on going there some other day for sure! :) We spent a lot of time walking around and feeling lost..... But at least we know what to do next time har har har.

I had work experience at the Burnaby Art Gallery prior to that, we went down to their storage areas "The Vault". I saw a genuine Picasso!! Exciting :D And a Sybil Andrews work, hurrah!

And even before that in the morning, I had brunch with Siena and Jen :) We made scrambled eggs, salad, sourdough english muffins and grapefruit. Delicious-ness. Muahahha. We spent the morning watching Paris Hilton's New BFF show.... two episodes back to back, so very sad, but we were laughing at these blonde, obsessive bimbos/idiots making themselves sound so desperate to be Paris' new "BFF" TTYN. like wtf? And stuff like "PARISTEXT..INCOMING" Christ. Makes me so angry.

Anywhos! That's about it for now, gotta go work on my japanese project now, ugh.

Random tape-thing.

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Beatmasters - Acid Burn

Oi!

Okay well I'm quite excited for tomorrow, this huge, awesome, hopefully-wont-go-wrong shopping adventure :D. I should be working on the three projects that are looming behind me, due next week, aiya. But I am going to suck it up and work my ass off Saturday and Sunday because I am sure I'll be supremely worn out on Friday from all the fun bahahaha.

Anywhos, the weather's been great lately which puts a smile on my face by itself. And I've also been drinking a lot of water lately at night - which is good, but also unfortunate because I have to get up in the middle of the night to make a trip to the washroom. Oh wells.

I wish I still hung out with other people more. I miss our little group from grade 8. :| But whats the point reminiscing yah? Sad as it is, it's just how things are - unless you really put an effort into making things work - but it doesn't work if it's one-sided. People are just lazy sometimes and seek (immediate gratification)?

That didn't make much sense, but anywhos. I miss basketball season already! When will I get to sweat my butt off with buds? :| Running around the neighbourhood for an hour isn't really fun. Sigh. I guess I only have golf to look forward too :S Oh dear, haven't played for over three months because of the horrid weather. And I don't even sweat when I play. Not hardcore enough obviously.

So today, Ms. Cowley and her AP brochure convinced me to take AP Lit next year - if we finish super early in January, I think it's worth it to take it and get it over with - save money for first year university english courses and channel more energy into my other AP courses: AP Art History and AP Studio Design - both extremely important! Gosh, I am so ready to go to Emily Carr oh man oh boy oh geez, I hope I can get a scholarship!! I have to make an appointment with Mr. Chan soon to talk about scholarships and AP course-related shite. :\ I'm so lazy.

I worked with Anna, Keith and Phuong today at the library after my golf lesson to finish the silly Lit project about Paradise Lost... Our poem is a little fail but getting there! :P I like how quiet the library is. Very calming - unless you're stressing out about iambic pentameter and oxymorons/paradoxes and inversion of majaestic/sonorous language. Whew.

I do think that's plenty of talking for today!!



I'm a cutie... Or was a cutie... Don'tcha know it. :) Never hurts to be a narc on your own blog. Har har har.

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Kakaka

This week has been great :)
Great basketball wrap-up. No piano lesson. Pro-D day on friday, shortened Wednesday. Fanfuckingtastic! :D Now I gotta work on my Japanese Project and Literature Project and Art Project/Art History stuff that's all due by the end of this month... That's the only downside to this relatively slack week. Oh boy, PE AM tmr.


When I used to live up on Capitol Hill a long time ago.
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Slip of the Mind

Oh noes! I forgot to post yesterday!! I will make an extra long post to make up for that mates. :)

Last basketball practice today, with a wrap-up dinner/pizza thang. :) Lots of laughs, lots of memories, definitely a memorable season - if not a successful one. Har har har. Ms. Guy and Ms. K are so cute! They made us these personalized awards based on NBA players most suited to each of us. :) I got Steve Nash, those are some biiiiiiig shoes to fill yo! But very honored. I swear though, I should've gotten Yao Ming. I am a monster. Harharhar. I hope they coach us again next year! We can win more games fosho!

Ballin'!

Grr, damn japanese project is driving me insane!! HOLY CRAP. Nevermind I don't have time to make a long post! Tata for now!

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I only thought of you / I only fuck with you.

A little bit in love with you
But only if you're a little bit
a little bit, a little bit
in love with me. - Lykke Li.

The lyrics in the AutoErotique remix was a little confusing. I couldn't tell if they were saying "I only thought of you" or "I only fuck with you"

I just realized how loaded the word "fuck" is..... So many ways to interpret that sentence!

Valentine's day was just another day for me. :P I didn't exactly feel lonely. Just a little worn out, a little frayed at the edges. Picked out some pretty rad boxers for Keith lol.

Why do I feel so fucking old..... I wish I wasn't so mature sometimes, I could still live in a world of naivety and ignorance. My blog is full of these "I Wish" kind of sentences. I should really stop that. Okay. :)

Anywhos, today was just a homework day. Nothing like a little hardcore homework-ing to keep the brain stimulated! Whoopee.

What else interesting happened... I was home alone today for the longest time. I love a silent, sunny home. Just me and my thoughts and my work. :D I went out for a jog before 3, say Andy and some girl with a camera. It's nice bumping into people you know occasionally. I ran my normal circuit plus and extra half a block... But still finished that in 12 minutes.... Which is the normal time I take for my usual run.... wtf? Maybe I was feeling good today and ran slightly faster. Hm....

I should start sketching more now. Damn Japanese project is taking up so much time. Damn Literature project too!! >:( Grrr.

Well at least I figured out which port-secondary I want to go. Emily Carr for the win!! The navigation on the site is a little confusing and it's almost like trying to get through a maze.... But I finally have things figured out now. Communication Design. :) Course selections and yada yada, now I just need a bloody scholarship to get in. But I'm so ready to work my ass off for that. So fucking ready. Bring it on!! I've got tons of ideas. For the Artist Apprentinceship Program at the Burnaby Art Gallery too. I can't wait to start, I have a feeling this is going to be an extremely fun experience!!! :D

I also went to the driving range today to hit a few balls. I haven't golfed in over three months... Gotta get back in shape for the season! :P I am such a dork.

I feel great. And I feel great knowing I feel great.


This makes me smile.

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Happy Sad Day

What a Happy SAD Day.

There's an oxymoron for you.


Toilet humour always gets me. :) I made that little card because I finished a roll and couldn't find another to replenish the supply. I had to go to work, so I thought I'd inform others about the dilemma.

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Only My Lips do the Lying

Work experience was fairly pleasant today. I have a feeling this is going to be a very exciting project! Keep you updated. I'm hungry.


Some old drawings I did when I was bored last summer.

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Borderline Dreamland

Lalalalalallala land. Off to bed early? Work experience tomorow. :D Art gallery here I come!

My kind of winter wonderland. Oh Keith... You're funny. Good times mate.

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Whoosh

Human development is lifelong.


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Blood Clot

Okay, so no hernia after all. Just a blood clot and possibly some tissue scarring underneath..... No surgery!! Hurrah! My favourite phrase in the entire world. But I just have to let it get better on its own... which is going to be a long time... And if it starts hurting a lot, it probably means its infected and then I'd be in big trouble. But anyways, nothing much I can do to prevent it or help it get better. :\ Only hot towels once in a while. Sigh. Paranoia.

Okay, well, I'm trying to get plenty of sleep, so I must be off! 6 a.m. roll call tomorrow.

Today's picture:


My faithful Korean piano.
PS I passed my piano exam! 81%!!!!!! Hurrah! What a good day.

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Hernia

Ok, I'm going to go to the walk-in clinic tomorrow to get this bulge checked out... It's freaking me out a lot. No way I can run from this. Sigh.


Picture:
Random and bad quality.

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Anywhos

Ahem. Sorry about that last post. It had to be said. That was awkward and I'm craving almonds...

Anyways, today we had another major hate fest at Siena's, along with Bianca :) quite enjoyable. Feels great to blurt out annoyances amongst friends and to poke fun of people we all agree - as ugly / stupid / annoying / selfish / annoying / annoying / annoying, and so forth.

I'm just going to make up names for the hell of it. Who cares?

Priscilla has some poor wardrobe choices and is a little cocky, naive and self-centered.
Carolina is way too bitter about the past and shouldn't wish hateful things on others. That's a lot of negative energy. Sometimes she does things and wonders why others poke fun. I don't think she realizes.
Jacob is really immature and selfish and stingy. We just don't like him. Please go away, or at least grow up. Whining should be reserved for girls. Gossip Girl can make a spinoff show about your life... You're GossipGuy. Rainbow would be a perfect colour choice on you.
Jaquie is kind of screwing up her life. C'mon..... We all know your badass attitude and behaviour is just for the image. I used to think you were a pretty sweet kid. Way to tarnish your good image.
Timmy.... You're just a blabbermouth. Kind of instrusive - I mean, extremely, supremely instrusive. And you are "taking a hint"-challenged. Please give us some space to breathe.

Today's picture:

Random snapshot I took a few weeks ago.

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WHAT THE HELL

OH MY GOD CODY YOU GOT SO FUCKING FAT.

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Pretty chill day, went to the bank to feed my empty, starving ban account, winners, save-on-foods, then iHop at brentwood, but the manager wasn't in.... So I ended up just leaving my resume. :( I am hopeless at finding a job. But I will drop by later on in the week to ask if the manager got my resume :D

Anyways.... Too busy chatting on MSN, kind of letting this blog go haywire with stupid, routine posts.

Picture of the Day:


Bahaha you guys are great.

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Fallin' Behind

Okayyy its super lateeeee nothing much to report, just another typical, routine day. I appreciate it for once.

Today's picture:

My sketchbook = half my life. :)

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Dismissed!

Gatekeeper by Feist = Peace.

Lalala :) I love sunny weather.
I enjoy PE AM now, because I am just in time to see the sun rise :D It's a spectacular thing, I truly appreciate the sunrise - something so breathtaking and ordinary, a part of our everyday lives. To quote that song which I don't really like.... "An ordinary miracle". :P

Today was a fairly good day, other than the fact that I thought we had basketball practice.... But we didn't. Oh well, I got some stuff done in the art room. :) I can't wait to design the school play poster! Something related to Alice in Wonderland. Oooooh I get to draw creepy, twisted things. Wink wink nudge nudge.

Ah! Math test tomorrow.. I really don't want to study... Bleh, so lazy!!

Why is everything I talk about school-related... -__-" I wish my life didn't revolve around school, but I suppose there are worse things it could be based on. I want to move out so bad though! But firstly, employment.

Secondly, the picture of the day:


When you're feeling down... Remember, Ozzie loves you.

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Nostalgic

Why am I so sentimental at times?
Sometimes I like to be, sometimes I don't. Certain situations imprint a "checkpoint" in my mind, where I can go back mentally and reminisce. Sometimes it's unhealthy for me to do so, sometimes it makes me slightly happier.

I will illustrate some psychological processes I go through to remove these sentimental checkpoints:

1. Please remove all objects that may trigger sentiment. (Photos, cards, e-mails, etc.)
2. Find something else to bury it.

Took this with my cellphone on the car. Nice contrast eh? :P Too bad the quality is a little iffy.

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Daughterly-Motherly Bickering.

Sigh. Today would've been a perfect day if my mom and I didn't have this huge fight about course selection, which leads to arguments about my post-secondary choices, career, which then transitions into this huge lecture about my future and how I am going to "support myself".

Thanks for the support mother, I really appreciate it. I'm glad you can see what my passions really are and how hard I fucking work to backup my future. Really. I'm so fucking glad you can see that. I'm relieved you can see how much I want to get into Emily Carr or at least Capilano, instead of taking engineering at SFU just for proximity's sake. I'm glad that you believe I can get what I want. I'm glad you can see how much I am willing to break down walls to reach my goals. I'm really fucking glad. My fucking sincerest thanks.

Today's picture ladies and gents:


I want to make more shoes! But I can't find any good white canvas shoes. :( Must continue the search for inexpensive kicks!

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Feeling Good

I feel so great today! I dunno why! Other than being kneed in the crotch in basketball, its all great! :D

anyways i have to go to bed now, P.E. A.M. tmr ... Dang my posts are so short now :( I'll be sure to make it up soon!

Here's today's picture:


Because I love my friends :P
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Predictable

I KNEW YOU COULDN'T LAST.


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